
12 “…which is why I suffer as I do. But I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed, and I am convinced that he is able to guard until that day what has been entrusted to me. 13 Follow the pattern of the sound words that you have heard from me, in the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus.” (2 Timothy 1:12–13 (ESV)
The LORD God appointed the Apostle Paul to be a preacher, apostle and teacher (2 Tim. 1:11). It was solely because of these appointments Paul found himself imprisoned again by the Roman government. It was because of this three-fold ministry, Paul suffered as he did.
To suffer (πάσχω; pascho) means to experience pain. The suffering in question may be from an outside source. In his context, the pain Paul experienced was an active, continual and real agony.
Paul was suffering, but he was not ashamed of the suffering. To be ashamed (ἐπαισχύνομαι; epaischynomai) refers to personally, continually and realistically be disgraced and humiliated because of one’s circumstances. The apostle was imprisoned but not embarrassed because of his imprisonment.
“First-century Rome was driven by honor and shame, and few things were more shameful than imprisonment. Prisoners were ashamed of their chains, but the apostle Paul saw his suffering as a badge of honor even though, from a cultural perspective, he should have found it shameful to glory in such things,” explains Dr. R. C. Sproul.
“Paul was not ashamed, he tells us in 2 Timothy 1:12b, because he suffered for the sake of Christ and His gospel. He knew that to trust in Jesus was to trust in the one, true Lord of all, and therefore that the Creator would vindicate the apostle before all those who dishonored him on account of the Savior (Ps. 135:14). Convinced that God would guard that which was entrusted to him — his life and apostolic ministry — until the day of judgment (2 Tim. 1:12b), Paul understood that the Almighty would preserve his life even in death under Nero, finally vindicating him through the resurrection of the dead upon Jesus’ return.”
The reason Paul as not ashamed of his circumstances was because he believed in God who providentially controls all our circumstances. He believed in the Lord who is purposefully sovereign.
Paul wrote, “I know whom I have believed.” To know (οἶδα; oida) is to have knowledge and understanding. Within the context, this was an active knowledge Paul possessed in the past and continued to have in the present. It was a personal knowledge in the One, True who he believed. The word believed (πεπίστευκα; pepisteuka) means to trust in, depended upon, commit to, and to worship and honor. In the context, the object of such belief, or faith, was the Lord. It also was as an active belief the apostle possessed in the past and continued to have in the present.
Paul also wrote, “and I am convinced.” To be convinced (πέπεισμαι; pepeismai) is also a past completed action with continuing results. It means to be persuaded and to follow. It means to believe something, or someone, and to act on what is believed. This is what Paul had done and what he was doing as he wrote to Timothy and the Ephesians believers in Christ. What applied to them applies to believers in Christ today.
Of what, or in whom, was convinced? He was convinced the Lord God was able. To be able (δυνατός; dunatos) is to have strength and power. God the Father presently and actively possessed such strength and power. To do what? Paul wrote, “to guard.” The word guard (φυλάξαι; phylaxai) means to actively and infinitely take responsibility to watch over, observe and to be trustworthy.
What Paul was convinced God had the ability to watch over was “until that day what has been entrusted to me.” The word day (ἡμέραν; hemeran) in this context refers to God’s court of justice. To be entrusted (παραθήκην; paratheken), as in being able, is to take responsibility to care for what God has deposited to one’s stewardship.
“Paul now affirms that he himself is not ashamed of his suffering. He is buoyed up by the conviction that God is able to guard what Paul has entrusted to him. His assurance here is based on his personal knowledge of God. Paul leaves no room for lack of assurance. His conviction here amounts to a virtual certainty.”[1]
“But what has Paul entrusted to God? The Greek speaks of ‘my deposit’. Some have seen it to relate to what God has entrusted to Paul, i.e. his commission or his doctrine, and this would be in agreement with the use of the same word in v 14. But the preceding passage would be better served by regarding Paul’s ‘deposit’ as something Paul is entrusting to God, i.e. himself and the success and continuation of his mission, everything in fact that is dear to him. The words for that day must refer to the day when Paul knows he must give account of his stewardship. He was living and working in the light of the final day of reckoning, but was sure that he could entrust the result to God. This was intended to bring real encouragement to Timothy.[2]
What are we entrusting to the Lord for what is near and dear to us? Of such, we must all give an account to the Lord on the day in which He convenes the court of his justice (2 Cor. 5:6-10).
May the Lord’s truth and grace be found here. Have a blessed day in the Lord.
Soli deo Gloria!
[1] Donald Guthrie, “2 Timothy,” in New Bible Commentary: 21st Century Edition, ed. D. A. Carson et al., 4th ed. (Leicester, England; Downers Grove, IL: Inter-Varsity Press, 1994), 1306.
[2] Ibid., 1306.










